परिहासे करे। नयन कटाक्षी करे। आपो न हाते। परहाते। Thus you should recite the mantra by reciting your wish or having your desire in your mind, and after that ignore the results. Your consistency is the only thing that could bring you effects. I love her a lot and don't https://www.youtube.com/@Mahavidyabaglamukhi